Scream

SCREAM

Have you ever felt like screaming on top of your voice? Felt like screaming to take out your frustrations?

Many of us might many a times feel a need to go somewhere silent, or on top of the hill and scream loudly to take out pent up, suppressed pressure or stress caused by work, domestic, financial, health issues or abuses showered by a person or life itself.

Fresh from my Mantralaya Visit, I saw and felt people screaming silently. People find ways to scream.

With tears in their eyes and doing physically challenging sevas to seek solution to their problems.

Afterall Rayaru is known to perform miracles and solve problems! End of the the day, It's faith and belief.

Each time I visit Mantralaya, many friends and relatives send their donations and their prayers as well.

Reasons for visiting Mantralaya or such divine places could be very subjective and personal.

Experiencing divinity, for spiritual awakening would be the obvious reasons, in order to seek peace of mind and recharge ourselves to go back and fight out the life struggles.

After experiencing the divinity, the feeling I would get before heading back to life would be this inner strength that's fully recharged that has now the attitude - "I can be the light of my own path, I can rewrite my own destiny.". It's like literally saying Bring it on, I am ready!

The destiny is such a subjective feeling. Another person with folded hands standing right next to me could be feeling - "Nothing has changed, Nothing can change. I guess this is my fate and I will submit myself to it. I keep living life as I still stand with the same problems and pain."

The song both sing is same - "Its for you, because of you that I sing this song. I can conquer the world and solve my problems with your help. The path is shown by you, the act is done by you, you make me see dreams and give me energy to realize those."

While many with so much pain hardly get a glimpse, despite traveling from far and in extreme conditions, while the privileged few will not have less than 10 Darshans and complain if we are not allowed to stand in the front, for anything less than 5 minutes.

The pains and the bag of requests both - the one who got a glimpse and the ones standing for 10 minutes are similar, yet We all seek spiritual help to solve our real world problems.

One of my pal who is an atheist always tells me "It's fine if you visit temples and Mutts only to find peace of mind or for emotional solace. But don't waste too much time on it, as beliefs and philosophies which were written and created centuries ago cannot and can never be relevant in today's technology driven world".

It's his logical and practical thinking that makes him say that. Afterall, end of the day It's "Belief" that drives us all.

One needs something to lean on when We have no where else to go, when all you could do humanly are done, yet you seek help, some place you can go and silently "Scream".

In conclusion I sign off with this song and the message in it:

 "Deepavu Ninnadhe, Gaaliyu Ninnadhe..Aaradhirali Belaku.

Kadalu Ninnadhe, Hadagu Ninnadhe..Mulugadhirali Badhuku"